...I'm not locked in here with YOU...

...YOU are locked in here with ME!!!...

My thoughts, My world... I'm just sharing enough of it with you just to give you a taste of what it's like to take a look thru my eyes... or somethin like that. Clearly I haven't updated in a while but who's payin attention anyways right?

So yea, I've been going thru a bit of hell... but Im finally up out of that situation, not totally but enough to be able to smile again. My Apartment complex has been doin people (ME) dirty, but it's aiight... I got something for them. They wouldnt accept January's rent cuz they added some other charges, then comes February and they said they couldn't accept it unless it was paid in full, so they lied and said this and that ADDING some other charges PLUS the late charges. Now somewhere in between JAN-FEB they said they threw in some court fee's and this and that so I was like since I have to pay for them I might as well go to court. Well I did, the outcome was expected... BUT they screwed themselves. ANYWAYS tho, I paid off FEB/MAR plus court fees in cash $1,200 that stopped the eviction, now I gotta see what else is to come of this whole mess. I'm good tho... Now I just gotta get my lights turned back on, and some more groceries and I'ma be back on track.

In other news I've found more than half of my Jr High School classmates on Facebook and we are putting together a gathering/reunion which I think is so F*ckin' cool!!! It's a beautiful feeling to see my 113 MEDIA art family all grown up! They've put up old photo's and lot's of NEW ones... Awww man, and to see what some of us have become!

Personally I still feel... Unfufilled, like there is a void here that is not being satisfied the righ way... like I'm not doing something right. I mean dont get me wrong, Im doing big things, and making some good moves but I know that I can be doing and should be doing a whole lot better than what I am right now.

Well thats about it... Just wanted to stop thru and leave a REAL update, something i havent done in a while... OH yea, because I know you are most D.E.F.inetly watching me you crybaby punkass sissyass bitchass Whiningass bitch boy... I only fear GOD. YOU... Who are you? You mean nothing to me... or anyone around you for that matter. I said I wouldn't cater to your crazy but I couldn't help myself this is one of the only ways to relay a message to you without having to go thru the wrong channels...

Till Next time Kids!